I am I'd say fairly typical that I appreciate getting something for Valentine's Day...but I am not very high maintenance about it. I'd rather want something thoughtful than something expensive. I'd rather get that deep sense of romantic love (even the squishy, college sweetheart, starry-eyed kind) from time spent together than a gift that was clearly a quick drive-by online grab.
Yes, I've been annoyed that we've spent Valentine's apart before...because of "the job."
January 24th, 2012
BUT...I have the distinct feeling that this might be the most memorable of Valentine's Days from previous years & for many years to come. We are apart...but I have never felt such a strong love for The Major as I do now.
I can see that I've been taking for granted his love, his presence, his help, his playfulness with the girls, his hotness (ooolala), his strength of character, his forearm where I love to lean, his hand that I love to hold...you get the picture...I've realized these first few weeks of the deployment that I haven't been giving enough credence, enough time, enough weight, enough thought toward my amazing husband.
No, I wasn't mean, not annoyed with him, not callous or unloving...but I wasn't intentional enough.
It is SO EASY to get caught up in the drama of life, the action of busy-ness, the animation of little girls, the complete comedy of life in in a mini-van, even...that the ROMANCE can be a little rushed & lost. I mean the romance that happens with two connecting souls...when your hands touch, your eyes meet, your voices fill the space of each other is all that matters.
I think I've missed reminding myself not just that HE picked me but...
I. PICKED. HIM! I didn't want anyone else but HIM.
That is something I should be celebrating daily...
I think Valentine's day is going to be great this year...because the value of my LOVE for my husband has been multiplied in my heart.
Happy Valentine's Day!!!!